Sunday, August 30, 2009

I hate everything.

The title pretty much says it all. It's been a crappy day. I'm tired of my husband cheating on me with a swim school. My two year old spent an entire day doing his best to prove the "terrible two" stereotype. I didn't get out to any stores so I'll be packing the same five casual shirts I wear every weekend for our trip to D.C. My dogs didn't do anything wrong, but they were here and for some reason that was annoying. Lilly decided to pee next to her little box rather than inside of it- something she's never done, but picked today to try out.

I miss JP. I miss sharing responsibility for everything. I miss our down-time. I miss his attempts to defend conservative politics. He should have so much to yell at me about Obama, but he doesn't even have time to read the things that would make him yell.

It's not all bad. If I had the energy I could summon up some perspective, but I'm tired and crabby and I'm going to indulge in the rare bit of wallowing.

I will be better tomorrow. We will be better tomorrow. Until then, look- a fireman!


12 comments:

  1. That's a lot to handle! Pour a big glass of wine tonight. And hopefully you guys can make the best out of the trip to D.C. and enjoy some time with JP and Landon away from work/everyday life.

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  2. Thank you for the rant:

    "Look a fireman" was the perfect distraction - can tell you've been dealing with toddlers. It made me laugh anyway!

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  3. Hope today is better!

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  4. You have a LOT on your plate. I hope you get some relief today... at least you will get some relief from the terrible twos today... I read a blog post once called "thank goodness it's monday" about how happy she was to take her kids to daycare!

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  5. You might want to take Lilly for a checkup. I don't know how old she is, but when a cat changes bathroom behavior it's usually a sign that something is wrong. Keep an eye on her at least.

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  6. Wallow away. It's nice to see the "imperfect" side of you.

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  7. Ugh. We are also really pressured on the weekends. Even when I am home during the week, we use the weekend for cleaning and errands, and it's typically more stressful than the week. Hope today is going better :)

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  8. I had that day yesterday too. Bear was a nightmare. My husband got home at 9:30 Friday night, worked from 5 am to 8 pm Saturday and all day Sunday. I don't know how single parents do it.

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  9. Sounds like you're busy, but if you're free in DC let us know!

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  10. Usually if cat's pee outside the litter box its a UTI - so I would check at the vet!

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  11. I think we're going through the same things right now, only with a different set of circumstances. Ugh.

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